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Ground Me, Hate Me (LP) 2018

by TarthariA

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1.
Never ground me Through the rain and the storm I` m still trying to cross All the mud and the pain of this stupid life Facing fire and storm, never hiding my face I`m the one to be burned and to be reborn I`m the dignity phantom, the king of the dark If you need me- just call I`ll be there for you But if you are a knight calling me for a fight Can`t imagine how dead relatives can be Fear me… Fear me… Meet an army of me You won`t see me at all, I`m invisible for Human citizens used to be blind Playing part of my own, burning war of my own Can`t imagine how dead am I I am lost in the crowd, I am looking for those Who can not & are weak to fight For the world is too small to bear them at all I am the one to decide Fear me… Fear me… Someday you`ll see me at your door with an army of me Ground me, hate me… Never get me Fear me… Fear me… Get now ready to go, leave your suitcase behind You won`t need anything for the road Close your eyes if you fear, don`t forget t` follow me There`s a perfect place for you near They are welcoming you, they are waiting now for You to join them & play the cards For your life- if you win- I`ll let you go If not- you` ll burn… Ha-ha-ha…Burn alive… Ha-ha-ha…Loose and be burned alive You can ground me, you can hate me But never you`ll get me Can ground me, can hate me… Now, join me you, the souls I`ve burned Ground me, hate me… Never get me Ground me, hate me… Never get me
2.
I Disappear 05:46
I disappear Jumping off the roof for myself to prove columna vertebralis Easiest to choose, nearest to lose, internal and bones, you, quo vadis You the one who`s got nothing and a lot breaking through the thorns per aspera Fight is almost on, story has begun before I`ve been warned- victoria I disappear, I disappear Nobody was there to come save me Before I disappear Out of your way, nobody to pray taking the last chance keep believing Needles in your heels, burning wooden wheels, shoes & pants away, will you be giving Freedom to the crowd, which is always loud, more than 1000 beasts that est regnum Are they to decide always what is right, they ask but you get quia verum Quicker, higher, harder Citius, altius, fortius Till the end of this Snakes, stars, signs everywhere Don’t pay attention if you don`t follow me Books, brands, badges with small signs Will you ever ask what it means to me to discover the truth I disappear, I disappear Go on & play your game, without me Now I am to disappear RR- stams to rule, majority- “the fool” watching time go by deluvitestes Sitting on the throne- collection of your bone reality to cry ad patres Silly human lies, puppet show as pride all belongs to me mecum porto The day really near, the end is to fear, silly, don`t you see nihil curo I disappear, I disappear Probably I`m not the one to know But in case I disappear Out of your way, nobody to pray, everything away still believing Needles in your heels, burning wooden wheels, always on the run why still giving Signs are all around not seen by the crowd don`t you understand their meaning Obvious to see, cruel just to me 18% VS all my soul bleeding I disappear, why disappear Don`t know the point But my backbone is broken and I disappear...`till the end of this Not strong enough for I give up I disappear
3.
OMG! 05:49
OMG! Close all doors & windows for your life the right time is to come soon Everything in right place organising this dull world Think of what you see, of what you can`t see, join the 50/50 (Never obvious to) Milions hiding their brains behind bars, behind the velvet curtains Not a single try to somehow differ from the crowd All what reigns in this world, all what is worth, even not being golden (Even if you don`t see) Blood... Cold... Inside me I`ve got Clarity, insanity From bad to worse The blue pills that cause Insanity in me, insanity Shut your eyes and swear you can`t embrace the air full poisoned bodies Dwelling all around trying to buy a piece of skin Don`t you even try to hide or explain your fear all in vain you`re (Losing possibility) Walking dead are all around surrounding touching hidden nerves Chewing, finding wholes between these two polar worlds You`re rejecting, you`re claiming it woun`t give you any chance of (Misunderstanding) Can it be with me, MG Can it be inside me, MG Can it be with me, OMG Can it be inside me, MG Blood always cold Inside me I`ve got a chain As a gift to exclude Any thoughts and deeds OMG! OMG!OMG!OMG! Can it be with me, OMG Can it be with me OMG!OMG! What did you hide inside Out of way certainly Creating a maze of me If it`s the way- how it works It is not my way Meet the cruel world you dreamt about you never saw but wanted To become a part of dust & garbage which consists Of the people left behind who never gave a shit about (Even if you don`t touch) You are now the part of this whatever you are trying to do Sins are all around you are inhaling them with lust Your mistake was that you`ve left salvation where before you`ve been safe (Can it be) Find me enjoying insanity Born of the rage, left in the cage Knives inside me Hiding serenity living in me Kill me & save my insanity How could you I`m asking you the last time & the first time ever Dare to hesitate about the fact that you exist Joining me or him you should just know someone for you is praying (Even if you don`t) You forgot the good, the hospitality that you were given You are now insane enough to welcome him inside Devil in your soul no prays to help or the way to be cured (Can be) My God They live not long in me Please, save me & find me OMG, OMG Saving me from me, OMG They are killing me, OMG Still nobody` s here, MG To save me, OMG OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG! Nobody was here, MG Cruel just to me, OMG Deamons winning me Come, clarity My God Oh, here is my Lord & here is my God Now, who is the hell, who is to yell It is me My God I`m ready to believe In any words ever told Please, find me, oh, my God Can it be with me, MG Can it be inside me,MG Seen at a sight, you are to decide Over & under who is now my God?
4.
Ghosts of past Is there a chance to turn back time for me Is there a way to be back to you My memory is slowly now fading Can`t bare this world without you Ghosts of past, deep memories they live in me (They live inside me) Turning back or living on it hurts inside (It hurts inside me) What`s the sense of being now left behind What`s the chance of living with half a heart What`s the best way in killing myself & be back to you For my life is remarkable only by shadow of ex-presence beside you Ghosts of past, dark thoughts and deeds are chasing me (and touching my heels) Running on, still knowing that there is no past (That`s why it hurts) If there is a miserable chance to turn back time I would then choose to be dead alive Life as a stage, each evening playing the very same part You know, now dead end, I`ve had enough Don` t you see, there` s no one else seeing you except your ghosts of past We are protecting you and here you are… Give me your hand and fade to a better world Ghosts of past, deep memories they live in you (They live inside you) Turning back or living on it hurts inside (It hurts inside you)
5.
Before my eyes Asking me where I used to be Last Friday Asking me who` s the one to prove Where I used to be Time to be for somebody Known as me, whom I used to be Get ready- now the announcement Nothing` s left behind me I was breaking everything That stopped me feel like real man and I felt like an anymal incaged Don`t remember anything Be grateful if you contact me and Explain what it used to be with me How can I not cry when I look around Mud and pain is only found Nobody cares to do something in order to Change this life Before my eyes run dry Before my eyes, before my eyes run dry Before my eyes run dry I am the one to cry When I was there no one beside Only damage all around Time was running out but no one saw I was alone- who did this- could it be me No, I was sleeping- a bad dream to be now gone Don` t contact my boss or father I prefere they are all dead If it`s me I am to response For the damage I`ve made I`ve got two lives which do differ I`m too slow to catch it for The right side of my creation Which eats more I am not ready for To realise the responce for Upon my word I was sleeping All these- just a bad dream Time to be for myself me Embodied- simply nobody A small child was left to face this life Without a bag of money Who`s to blame and answer for my deeds in Dallinn Who made me to come and crush belongings of hers Will it stay a sin of mine or will she ever Forgive, understand it was an anymal bigger than me How can I not cry when I look around Mud and pain is only found Nobody cares to do something in order to Change this life The way of this running life Before my eyes run dry Before my eyes, before my eyes run dry Before my eyes run dry Who is to tell me what I am Before my eyes, before my eyes run dry Nobody to judge the way I live, the way I am To close my eyes to cry Just a small child eating freedom nothing made and Created by my hands ever, not a try to Become a man or a woman- only condoms All around in my head & in yours if you want to...
6.
Learn my name Deep inside what I am changing to what I can What I can` s what I am Heaven-Hell, learn my name for you to know how it Hurts when you` r out of your way Stay…I will try all my best to explain To show you the end of this pain To forget that you lived, what I felt and No one can ever feel what I am Hiding deep what I am changing it to what I can What I can is what I am Heaven-Hell, learn my name for you to know how it Hurts when you` r out of your way How dare you to say? How dare you say? Anybody right beside me knows the reason I am still here Trying organizing operation on your brain Foolish woman, you, I` m married to the only reason you are Alive, but the second I` ll divorce I will kill you Still I am with you, still I` m wanting you, hiding my idea- to kill you Hoping there a time of vici to come…my time… Hey! How dare you say? Embrace you…Suffocate you… Hey! How dare you say? Still not having explanations what`s the fuck I am with you Hiding inside hesitations- why me and why you There`s no reason for, there`s no sense, no ground for Not a single reason clear mind to be here for If I only knew the way out I am sure to use The exit to stay the same Learn my name Stay…is there any chance getting you back The colors you see only black Any poison of making you forget The pain is the only thing I get Drowning uncertainty turning to clarity Trying to save myself me Heaven-Hell, cowardly running from revery Used to be made by you and me Stay…all I`ve got is now down to your feet My soul is in permanent need I will cut all my veins if you leave Your heart is the only thing I can give What I can, what I am looking for once again What a fool I am Heaven-Hell, finelly, make a try LMN, learn, who I am Learn my name…Learn, who I am I wouldn`t be there for you I wouldn`t be there if I knew Not a single light, not a single sight I would have paid there if I only knew Not a single breath, not a single step up I`ve made towards you Learn my name Protect you and hate you all in one To chase you and to let you Please, give me the very last chance & believe I`ll be from now on only by your side Don`t you see there are plenty Possibilities to stay with me Not a single part Not a single human life In this world can compare to you If I only knew To meet you I will give my life to you to learn your name Learn my name
7.
Music=Me 06:48
Music=Me Second I was born I knew for sure I was to escape the silence For me it`s the worst thing in this life to exist Former years or thoughts were never welcome in my head `till morning When I woke up again for my life to begin What was I or whom I used to question flaming inside me But never cared what do they think if I am still me Turning back or thinking over, feeling the same my Music is surrounding, overwhelming, for my music is me Crowds of words are quelling one by one What should I do, what the hell being sent now back to this world Learn to behave, learn to walk like, swallow the sun like everyone Being cut with each note burning from somewhere deep inside Each day facing people who` r afraid to look in my eyes they just Turn away their faces for me not to find their fears Childish fears they hide I fully understand their meaning, but they Protect their souls in boxes for nobody to find What` s the sense in living in a coffin being burned from the Moment you are brought to this life and in this coffin to die Are you not afraid to be gone and to leave here nothing after Don`t you see you`re zero and leave nothing behind You gonna believe in me, you gonna believe in me My music it hides somewhere deep inside me Believe in me, you gonna believe in me My music it hides somewhere deep inside me Believe in me, you gonna believe in me My music it hides somewhere deep not to find me Believe in me, you gonna believe in me My music it hides somewhere You are to hide me, when needed beside me to save me from me You`re sure to guide me, be lost then you find me, my music is me Wherever you` r hiding be found inside me You gonna believe in me, you gonna believe in me Believe, there is something, that hides inside me You can not catch, you can not explain This small life, that burns from inside with this light Believe in me, you gonna believe in me My music it hides somewhere deep inside me Each month life goes on and over, but I feel created hell Which grows inside within this years inside me I can not yell About things, which really touch me, about songs where never mine Fucking melodies being stolen by somebody standing behind What`s the sense of songs created done to honor the only thing I can Any difference if I do or not, my music hides in me How I wish, that I could never write or sing a single word of Music burning me from inside, killing everything in me Believe in me, you gonna believe in me All, that I know` s hiding deep inside me Believe in me, you gonna believe in me Somewhere deep, somewhere save running eyes from the inside You are to find me the maze of my army if you know me You, running behind, the shadow of my here willing to see, if you know me Problems inside me, exception is me Believe in me, someday so hard to see Believe in me, you gonna believe in me My music it hides somewhere inside me, deep inside me

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GROUND ME, HATE ME

01. Never ground me
02. I disappear
03. OMG!
04. Ghosts of past
05. Before my eyes
06. Learn my name
07. Music=Me

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released May 12, 2018

MUSICIANS:
KIR KULT - vocal
MANIA - melodic vocal
ANDREY IND - growl vocal (02,03,07)
IGOR ANOKHIN - guitar, bass
YAN FEDYAEV - guitar
ALEKSANDR JAKOVLEV - drums
ILYA DENISOV - keyboards

Produced by IGOR ANOKHIN
Music: IGOR ANOKHIN
Lyrics: MANIA
Vocal parts by MANIA
Guitar melodic parts by YAN FEDYAEV
Recorded, mixed, mastered by
PHANTOM PAIN STUDIO (IGOR ANOKHIN),
DRUGVA STUDIO (ALEKSEY STETSYUK)
2018 Phantom Pain

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TarthariA Russia

Listening to TarthariA’s songs, you realize right away that this Russian band knows how to play. Anyway, TarthariA wavers between death metal and melodic metal. As if Deicide fu#ked Lacuna Coil, and their baby appeared to be TarthariA.

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