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Never Ground Me
04:41
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Never ground me
Through the rain and the storm I` m still trying to cross
All the mud and the pain of this stupid life
Facing fire and storm, never hiding my face
I`m the one to be burned and to be reborn
I`m the dignity phantom, the king of the dark
If you need me- just call I`ll be there for you
But if you are a knight calling me for a fight
Can`t imagine how dead relatives can be
Fear me… Fear me…
Meet an army of me
You won`t see me at all, I`m invisible for
Human citizens used to be blind
Playing part of my own, burning war of my own
Can`t imagine how dead am I
I am lost in the crowd, I am looking for those
Who can not & are weak to fight
For the world is too small to bear them at all
I am the one to decide
Fear me… Fear me…
Someday you`ll see me at your door with an army of me
Ground me, hate me… Never get me
Fear me… Fear me…
Get now ready to go, leave your suitcase behind
You won`t need anything for the road
Close your eyes if you fear, don`t forget t` follow me
There`s a perfect place for you near
They are welcoming you, they are waiting now for
You to join them & play the cards
For your life- if you win- I`ll let you go
If not- you` ll burn…
Ha-ha-ha…Burn alive…
Ha-ha-ha…Loose and be burned alive
You can ground me, you can hate me
But never you`ll get me
Can ground me, can hate me…
Now, join me you, the souls I`ve burned
Ground me, hate me… Never get me
Ground me, hate me… Never get me
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I Disappear
05:46
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I disappear
Jumping off the roof for myself to prove columna vertebralis
Easiest to choose, nearest to lose, internal and bones, you, quo vadis
You the one who`s got nothing and a lot breaking through the thorns per aspera
Fight is almost on, story has begun before I`ve been warned- victoria
I disappear, I disappear
Nobody was there to come save me
Before I disappear
Out of your way, nobody to pray taking the last chance keep believing
Needles in your heels, burning wooden wheels, shoes & pants away, will you be giving
Freedom to the crowd, which is always loud, more than 1000 beasts that est regnum
Are they to decide always what is right, they ask but you get quia verum
Quicker, higher, harder
Citius, altius, fortius
Till the end of this
Snakes, stars, signs everywhere
Don’t pay attention if you don`t follow me
Books, brands, badges with small signs
Will you ever ask what it means to me to discover the truth
I disappear, I disappear
Go on & play your game, without me
Now I am to disappear
RR- stams to rule, majority- “the fool” watching time go by deluvitestes
Sitting on the throne- collection of your bone reality to cry ad patres
Silly human lies, puppet show as pride all belongs to me mecum porto
The day really near, the end is to fear, silly, don`t you see nihil curo
I disappear, I disappear
Probably I`m not the one to know
But in case I disappear
Out of your way, nobody to pray, everything away still believing
Needles in your heels, burning wooden wheels, always on the run why still giving
Signs are all around not seen by the crowd don`t you understand their meaning
Obvious to see, cruel just to me 18% VS all my soul bleeding
I disappear, why disappear
Don`t know the point
But my backbone is broken and
I disappear...`till the end of this
Not strong enough for I give up
I disappear
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OMG!
05:49
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OMG!
Close all doors & windows for your life the right time is to come soon
Everything in right place organising this dull world
Think of what you see, of what you can`t see, join the 50/50
(Never obvious to)
Milions hiding their brains behind bars, behind the velvet curtains
Not a single try to somehow differ from the crowd
All what reigns in this world, all what is worth, even not being golden
(Even if you don`t see)
Blood... Cold...
Inside me I`ve got
Clarity, insanity
From bad to worse
The blue pills that cause
Insanity in me, insanity
Shut your eyes and swear you can`t embrace the air full poisoned bodies
Dwelling all around trying to buy a piece of skin
Don`t you even try to hide or explain your fear all in vain you`re
(Losing possibility)
Walking dead are all around surrounding touching hidden nerves
Chewing, finding wholes between these two polar worlds
You`re rejecting, you`re claiming it woun`t give you any chance of
(Misunderstanding)
Can it be with me, MG
Can it be inside me, MG
Can it be with me, OMG
Can it be inside me, MG
Blood always cold
Inside me I`ve got a chain
As a gift to exclude
Any thoughts and deeds
OMG! OMG!OMG!OMG!
Can it be with me, OMG
Can it be with me
OMG!OMG!
What did you hide inside
Out of way certainly
Creating a maze of me
If it`s the way- how it works
It is not my way
Meet the cruel world you dreamt about you never saw but wanted
To become a part of dust & garbage which consists
Of the people left behind who never gave a shit about
(Even if you don`t touch)
You are now the part of this whatever you are trying to do
Sins are all around you are inhaling them with lust
Your mistake was that you`ve left salvation where before you`ve been safe
(Can it be)
Find me enjoying insanity
Born of the rage, left in the cage
Knives inside me
Hiding serenity living in me
Kill me & save my insanity
How could you I`m asking you the last time & the first time ever
Dare to hesitate about the fact that you exist
Joining me or him you should just know someone for you is praying
(Even if you don`t)
You forgot the good, the hospitality that you were given
You are now insane enough to welcome him inside
Devil in your soul no prays to help or the way to be cured
(Can be)
My God
They live not long in me
Please, save me & find me
OMG, OMG
Saving me from me, OMG
They are killing me, OMG
Still nobody` s here, MG
To save me, OMG
OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!
Nobody was here, MG
Cruel just to me, OMG
Deamons winning me
Come, clarity
My God
Oh, here is my Lord & here is my God
Now, who is the hell, who is to yell
It is me
My God
I`m ready to believe
In any words ever told
Please, find me, oh, my God
Can it be with me, MG
Can it be inside me,MG
Seen at a sight, you are to decide
Over & under who is now my God?
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Ghosts Of Past
03:51
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Ghosts of past
Is there a chance to turn back time for me
Is there a way to be back to you
My memory is slowly now fading
Can`t bare this world without you
Ghosts of past, deep memories they live in me (They live inside me)
Turning back or living on it hurts inside (It hurts inside me)
What`s the sense of being now left behind
What`s the chance of living with half a heart
What`s the best way in killing myself & be back to you
For my life is remarkable only by shadow of ex-presence beside you
Ghosts of past, dark thoughts and deeds are chasing me (and touching my heels)
Running on, still knowing that there is no past (That`s why it hurts)
If there is a miserable chance to turn back time
I would then choose to be dead alive
Life as a stage, each evening playing the very same part
You know, now dead end, I`ve had enough
Don` t you see, there` s no one else seeing you except your ghosts of past
We are protecting you and here you are…
Give me your hand and fade to a better world
Ghosts of past, deep memories they live in you (They live inside you)
Turning back or living on it hurts inside (It hurts inside you)
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5. |
Before My Eyes
06:47
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Before my eyes
Asking me where I used to be
Last Friday
Asking me who` s the one to prove
Where I used to be
Time to be for somebody
Known as me, whom I used to be
Get ready- now the announcement
Nothing` s left behind me
I was breaking everything
That stopped me feel like real man and
I felt like an anymal incaged
Don`t remember anything
Be grateful if you contact me and
Explain what it used to be with me
How can I not cry when I look around
Mud and pain is only found
Nobody cares to do something in order to
Change this life
Before my eyes run dry
Before my eyes, before my eyes run dry
Before my eyes run dry
I am the one to cry
When I was there no one beside
Only damage all around
Time was running out but no one saw
I was alone- who did this- could it be me
No, I was sleeping- a bad dream to be now gone
Don` t contact my boss or father
I prefere they are all dead
If it`s me I am to response
For the damage I`ve made
I`ve got two lives which do differ
I`m too slow to catch it for
The right side of my creation
Which eats more
I am not ready for
To realise the responce for
Upon my word I was sleeping
All these- just a bad dream
Time to be for myself me
Embodied- simply nobody
A small child was left to face this life
Without a bag of money
Who`s to blame and answer for my deeds in Dallinn
Who made me to come and crush belongings of hers
Will it stay a sin of mine or will she ever
Forgive, understand it was an anymal bigger than me
How can I not cry when I look around
Mud and pain is only found
Nobody cares to do something in order to
Change this life
The way of this running life
Before my eyes run dry
Before my eyes, before my eyes run dry
Before my eyes run dry
Who is to tell me what I am
Before my eyes, before my eyes run dry
Nobody to judge the way I live, the way I am
To close my eyes to cry
Just a small child eating freedom nothing made and
Created by my hands ever, not a try to
Become a man or a woman- only condoms
All around in my head & in yours if you want to...
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6. |
Learn My Name
06:33
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Learn my name
Deep inside what I am changing to what I can
What I can` s what I am
Heaven-Hell, learn my name for you to know how it
Hurts when you` r out of your way
Stay…I will try all my best to explain
To show you the end of this pain
To forget that you lived, what I felt and
No one can ever feel what I am
Hiding deep what I am changing it to what I can
What I can is what I am
Heaven-Hell, learn my name for you to know how it
Hurts when you` r out of your way
How dare you to say? How dare you say?
Anybody right beside me knows the reason I am still here
Trying organizing operation on your brain
Foolish woman, you, I` m married to the only reason you are
Alive, but the second I` ll divorce I will kill you
Still I am with you, still I` m wanting you, hiding my idea- to kill you
Hoping there a time of vici to come…my time…
Hey! How dare you say?
Embrace you…Suffocate you…
Hey! How dare you say?
Still not having explanations what`s the fuck I am with you
Hiding inside hesitations- why me and why you
There`s no reason for, there`s no sense, no ground for
Not a single reason clear mind to be here for
If I only knew the way out I am sure to use
The exit to stay the same
Learn my name
Stay…is there any chance getting you back
The colors you see only black
Any poison of making you forget
The pain is the only thing I get
Drowning uncertainty turning to clarity
Trying to save myself me
Heaven-Hell, cowardly running from revery
Used to be made by you and me
Stay…all I`ve got is now down to your feet
My soul is in permanent need
I will cut all my veins if you leave
Your heart is the only thing I can give
What I can, what I am looking for once again
What a fool I am
Heaven-Hell, finelly, make a try
LMN, learn, who I am
Learn my name…Learn, who I am
I wouldn`t be there for you
I wouldn`t be there if I knew
Not a single light, not a single sight I would have paid there if I only knew
Not a single breath, not a single step up I`ve made towards you
Learn my name
Protect you and hate you all in one
To chase you and to let you
Please, give me the very last chance & believe
I`ll be from now on only by your side
Don`t you see there are plenty
Possibilities to stay with me
Not a single part
Not a single human life
In this world can compare to you
If I only knew
To meet you I will give my life to you to learn your name
Learn my name
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Music=Me
06:48
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Music=Me
Second I was born I knew for sure I was to escape the silence
For me it`s the worst thing in this life to exist
Former years or thoughts were never welcome in my head `till morning
When I woke up again for my life to begin
What was I or whom I used to question flaming inside me
But never cared what do they think if I am still me
Turning back or thinking over, feeling the same my
Music is surrounding, overwhelming, for my music is me
Crowds of words are quelling one by one
What should I do, what the hell being sent now back to this world
Learn to behave, learn to walk like, swallow the sun like everyone
Being cut with each note burning from somewhere deep inside
Each day facing people who` r afraid to look in my eyes they just
Turn away their faces for me not to find their fears
Childish fears they hide I fully understand their meaning, but they
Protect their souls in boxes for nobody to find
What` s the sense in living in a coffin being burned from the
Moment you are brought to this life and in this coffin to die
Are you not afraid to be gone and to leave here nothing after
Don`t you see you`re zero and leave nothing behind
You gonna believe in me, you gonna believe in me
My music it hides somewhere deep inside me
Believe in me, you gonna believe in me
My music it hides somewhere deep inside me
Believe in me, you gonna believe in me
My music it hides somewhere deep not to find me
Believe in me, you gonna believe in me
My music it hides somewhere
You are to hide me, when needed beside me to save me from me
You`re sure to guide me, be lost then you find me, my music is me
Wherever you` r hiding be found inside me
You gonna believe in me, you gonna believe in me
Believe, there is something, that hides inside me
You can not catch, you can not explain
This small life, that burns from inside with this light
Believe in me, you gonna believe in me
My music it hides somewhere deep inside me
Each month life goes on and over, but I feel created hell
Which grows inside within this years inside me I can not yell
About things, which really touch me, about songs where never mine
Fucking melodies being stolen by somebody standing behind
What`s the sense of songs created done to honor the only thing I can
Any difference if I do or not, my music hides in me
How I wish, that I could never write or sing a single word of
Music burning me from inside, killing everything in me
Believe in me, you gonna believe in me
All, that I know` s hiding deep inside me
Believe in me, you gonna believe in me
Somewhere deep, somewhere save running eyes from the inside
You are to find me the maze of my army if you know me
You, running behind, the shadow of my here willing to see, if you know me
Problems inside me, exception is me
Believe in me, someday so hard to see
Believe in me, you gonna believe in me
My music it hides somewhere inside me, deep inside me
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TarthariA Russia
Listening to TarthariA’s songs, you realize right away that this Russian band knows how to play. Anyway, TarthariA wavers between death metal and melodic metal. As if Deicide fu#ked Lacuna Coil, and their baby appeared to be TarthariA.
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