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Z​.​L​.​O. (LP) 2015

by TarthariA

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1.
Zero Living One 04:44
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Zero Living One Breathing the moment & chasing the day Years faded nowhere, hear, what I say Looking around see- what I`ve done Dying alone zero living one Once saw reflection in a mirror I thought the best thing I have seen I saw him through my life one morning I understood reflection` s mine My life then started once more over I`ve got to know always the best Wherever I want I get Any wine, any women, any castles & all the rest If I were you I would think of my soul each day What I eat, what I drink, what I do If I were you I would become a priest, thinking What I can, what I want, what I am My house of satan`s prayer Once saw reflection in a mirror I was too old to start it all again No one knows, nobody` s here Save zero living one Being on my knees full of despair My life` s too hard to bear As if I never lived Vanity fair, life-lie Women, men, strength & fame Playing this breathtaking game Haven` t you seen the signs Never you tried to stop Everyone who has will be blessed If I were you I would pray in the night, begging Please forgive, please release, please believe If I were you I would sleep in the night, dreaming I` m not bad, I want to change my life Out of your own mouth I`ll judge you Breathing the moment & chasing the day Years faded nowhere, hear, what I say Looking around see- what I`ve done Dying alone zero living one If I were you I would sell out my dark soul Cut in parts, bring it to market sale Just as I am I will ask my god to take you Heaven-hell for you to choose a place Beg you, surround, close on every side A wretch hidden from nowhere still begging For you to know I forgive you today But your soul won` t live, won`t love on, won` t exist Peace in heaven, hell, where I stay
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Not the One 04:10
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Not the One Not the one whom I wanna be Still think that I am The one whom I wanna be Is there a life so close to ideals Hard to erase or never to see Is there a man turning to fears When simply nobody Cares a lot what is happening around Meter to left, centimeter to right Easiest way to show your deep wound Human can hardly see Whom I wanna be… Not the one whom I wanna be Do you think I` m not the one whom I wanna be Is there a time to breath in all the air Filled in with smells I used somehow to know Who was that memory close to my fear Could it be me Hidden somewhere, protected by nobody Trying to look really strong Who gave me this birth, who invented the year When everything gone wrong Wrong turn you take, each step a mistake No time to change at least anything Good lord, take a look down, I` m here, I` m striving hard Is it the way to live or is it the way I`ve got To go on without a single interest to the fact I was born and now dead without a single act What I wanna be…I` m not who I wanna be Wrong time & place, turning your face Won` t help to collect all parts in one puzzle called life Not the one whom I wanna be It` s hardly me Is there a time feel ashamed and be doubting Being on the right place, right country and time Still I` m the one to talk about fear Which is never gone Slowly erasing myself from the planet By fearing to know what I` m worth Someone once told me you` re nothing forever I believed her and now all because… Not the one whom I wanna be I wanna be me Is there a life seen at least by a million Everyone` s living like being all gone Am I the one to question my fear Not to stay “faded one” Talking to myself and solving the problems I surely know the problem` s in me Me is the fear, me was the moment Never to be Wrong choice again, reflection knows who I am But too late & humiliating to prove it Someone wanted me to die for Words I never believed in How could I go on if life was never to begin I grew up without a single chance to try become a man Still alone and still not knowing who I am
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Better than me 05:13
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Better than me Look at me somebody to see the black and white in me Someone younger, someone better always behind Someone cleverer he` s to take my place, he is to ruin my band Tell me the truth no matter what it can be Give me an answer- what makes you better than me For the comfort of mine you` re to tell his address where he is to find Don` t you understand it is a dead end of my life out of my mind Who is he or what is she a-a-a-a, nobody to steal a secret bigger than me Tell me the truth no matter what it can be Try, find & present someone better than me Chasing the past day catching shadow of mine It was the one whom I wanted to be, the strive to create me Willing to raise your stone to judge for the deed Only heard from the neighborhood Now my voice louder than me Why my voice, opinion louder than me Let` s take part in somebodies game without a rule to be followed and Be aware you are to fun the ladies who came here prepaid in advance The gathered here people are now free My will longer than the presenters here Too many points to read or to fulfill Do find less louder place to present my will Don` t you see my soul is staying with you To make real on this earth the aim from bad to worse Tell me the truth no matter what it can be If there` s a percent that makes you better than me Living just a simple life which brought me here to the back of beyond Born as nothing, dead as no one, can somebody tell me who I am Closing “gates” for nobody to pass through this risk but to take them Afterwards nobody gives a shit about the fact that I exist
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Burn this place 04:13
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Burn this Place With increasing questions still asking why These forty years quickly passed by I`m not afraid to live or to die Each moment I lived is still mine Mine… experiencing something more Mine… not afraid to live or to die for No salvation in this life only death No living after so let` s burn this place BURN THIS PLACE Let` s burn down all I`ve got Throwing into fire my life under the hand of god Who` s to blame that nobody knows You`ll never get a time to live fully for The maximum deeds, the maximum thoughts Even if your body says there used to be nothing before Living 1000 lives in getting one worse Am I the one, who brought the plague, the one, who never thought Of chasing blinded love to the hatred that grows To this part of the world, which have to be burned BURN THIS PLACE Burn this place, no regret These tongues of flame I`ll never forget Hatred inherited, compassion prohibited No time for crying- it` s not your fault Everybody` s nothing here- it is just the world Everything created harm me- me against the world A small “wooden soldier” fighting to unfold The eternal mystery of life as a shit Why leaving this discovery somewhere deep Delusion… Pain… Cries… Human agony… Mud… Lies… As a sacred goal of being brought into this life Wasn`t it you as a beggar born left behind BURN THIS PLACE Burn this place now for all Don` t look back- let` s burn it all Nobody cares at all Nobody saw the empire to fall Surprise… No one comes to determine your life No good and no evil- all hidden inside Decomposed bodies wherever I turn my face No fire exit so let` s burn this place
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Middle of Nowhere 03:12
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Middle of Nowhere Inside somewhere somehow Inside asking who is who now Willing to re-... Any chance of getting back that Day when I was wrong & nothing Had to happen is there any way To turn back my time To turn back all I used to have To return myself Taking left turn farewell your wife Taking right turn don`t look back Walking straight you`ll rest in peace No turning back Signal receiving Nothing back giving No one to jump Into the middle of nowhere Am I still willing To start the beginning More than enough In the middle of nowhere On the road there`s only me Million times I`ve tried to reach you Billion times to give a shit No one of you knows how it hurts Still somewhere deep (inside) How it hurts deep No matter what life I lead You were the first & now you say you don`t know the band Or what it used to be Inside is over Grave deep moreover When… when was the day I fell asleep Days, nights passed by I can`t find my Feeling deep to what I`ve done to Lives of humans, who were waiting Till I`ll give them all my parts to ...Eat...In the middle of nowhere...
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HELLo! 05:16
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HELLo! Look at me… I am the one to catch you if you fall on your knee I am the one to protect if you`ll ever need help If you`ll die I`ll burry under myself See the sunshine when you near Feel my love upon my skin Can` t imagine someone else Like begging you to be with him Hello! Hello! If you don`t have any plans Stay the rest of your days with me Shadows and wind are near probably me you fear Don` t hesitate to ask it is my venice mask Thousand people hide their faces You can see me inside out In your eyes doubts I see you can walk or stay with me I will build the walls to hide you far away from anybody Look at me… Don` t go Well, I still say hello Hello! Hello! I am now ready to fulfill Any of your hidden childish will Sometimes it does sounds insane like If there` s no proof who fell off the roof Who` s that strange one singing along Who` s still smiling with no reason Why now dancing with no music Who are all these people here I know me but hardly explain Why these butterflies live in me Searching for the reason I turn my head where you Where there` s only you Life starts with one word you say Hello! Hello! Hello! Life changed with one word of yours you say Hello! Hello! Hello! My soul is long unfold, will you be there when told Couples are growing old, hands and legs turning cold Wrinkles are winning skin, time eats us all within Leaving no sign except the cross with a name No one knows, no one cares Let` s find a place to live and to die If you`ll answer my hello Hello! Hello! Word heard in a million when you say Hello! Hello! Hello!
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Come Along 03:19
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Come Along Laughter and tears it is your way Cries and rage it is your day Hope and despair, water and fire It is your life and it is my life Come along- this is your life Come along- this is my life Come along to swallow an insult Come along or you will be shit out of luck To go the way of all flesh and save what you know You don` t need to know now anything else
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Part of me 04:33
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Part of Me Anything you`ll ask for I`ll try to Understand what` s happening inside me Day after day I feel that you are dying inside Learning how to live I`ve got no other Chances to forgive to tell I was The only one to live As I want, as I can, as if there`s no one around me I don`t care, I don`t understand That stupid choice between the part of me and All what I do have I don`t care, I don`t understand You`re interested in me myself or in what I do have Always took the chances you gave me Always tried to do my best now listen to me Who am I without your voice Without your choice, your offer, your command inside me Can you see the part of me, will you ever try to blame me Can you see my soul & me, will you ever be ready No one is perfect-no exception me If you wanna know me- meet the part of me Good and evil- everything in me If you wanna know me- feel free I am the worst & the least, so, please, out of my way Taking part in my tragedy move away Live in me, there`ll always be a missing Part of me… Don`t you see Inside me there`ll always be a missing Part of me, the missing part of me No one is perfect- no exception me My human life- a tragedy Still no one`s perfect- no exception me Human life a tragedy Part of me… There`ll always be a missing part of me

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released October 31, 2015

MUSICIANS:
KIR KULT - vocal, bass 01
MANIA - melodic vocal 01, 03-06, 08
ANDREY IND - growl vocal 01, 02, 08
IGOR ANOKHIN - guitar, bass 02-08
YAN FEDYAEV - guitar
ALEKSANDR JAKOVLEV - drums
ILYA DENISOV - keyboards 02-04,06-08
DENIS SHELEPOV - keyboards 01,05
MIKHAIL IVANOV - melodic guitar 08

Produced by IGOR ANOKHIN
Music: IGOR ANOKHIN
Lyrics: MANIA : 01-06, 08
IGOR ANOKHIN: 07
Vocal parts by MANIA
Guitar melodic parts by YAN FEDYAEV
Recorded, mixed, mastered by
PHANTOM PAIN STUDIO (IGOR ANOKHIN),
DRUGVA STUDIO (ALEKSEY STETSYUK)
Artwork by TIMUR KHABIROV ART
2015 Phantom Pain

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Listening to TarthariA’s songs, you realize right away that this Russian band knows how to play. Anyway, TarthariA wavers between death metal and melodic metal. As if Deicide fu#ked Lacuna Coil, and their baby appeared to be TarthariA.

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