Before My Eyes

from Ground Me, Hate Me (LP) 2018 by TarthariA

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lyrics

Before my eyes

Asking me where I used to be
Last Friday
Asking me who` s the one to prove
Where I used to be
Time to be for somebody
Known as me, whom I used to be
Get ready- now the announcement
Nothing` s left behind me
I was breaking everything
That stopped me feel like real man and
I felt like an anymal incaged
Don`t remember anything
Be grateful if you contact me and
Explain what it used to be with me
How can I not cry when I look around
Mud and pain is only found
Nobody cares to do something in order to
Change this life
Before my eyes run dry
Before my eyes, before my eyes run dry
Before my eyes run dry
I am the one to cry
When I was there no one beside
Only damage all around
Time was running out but no one saw
I was alone- who did this- could it be me
No, I was sleeping- a bad dream to be now gone
Don` t contact my boss or father
I prefere they are all dead
If it`s me I am to response
For the damage I`ve made
I`ve got two lives which do differ
I`m too slow to catch it for
The right side of my creation
Which eats more
I am not ready for
To realise the responce for
Upon my word I was sleeping
All these- just a bad dream
Time to be for myself me
Embodied- simply nobody
A small child was left to face this life
Without a bag of money
Who`s to blame and answer for my deeds in Dallinn
Who made me to come and crush belongings of hers
Will it stay a sin of mine or will she ever
Forgive, understand it was an anymal bigger than me
How can I not cry when I look around
Mud and pain is only found
Nobody cares to do something in order to
Change this life
The way of this running life
Before my eyes run dry
Before my eyes, before my eyes run dry
Before my eyes run dry
Who is to tell me what I am
Before my eyes, before my eyes run dry
Nobody to judge the way I live, the way I am
To close my eyes to cry
Just a small child eating freedom nothing made and
Created by my hands ever, not a try to
Become a man or a woman- only condoms
All around in my head & in yours if you want to...

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from Ground Me, Hate Me (LP) 2018, released May 12, 2018

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TarthariA Russia

Listening to TarthariA’s songs, you realize right away that this Russian band knows how to play. Anyway, TarthariA wavers between death metal and melodic metal. As if Deicide fu#ked Lacuna Coil, and their baby appeared to be TarthariA.